seeking someone to just fullflill me and take me to where i want to be.

im looking for the man that will handle me like i need to be i want a man to fuck me as hard as i can take ot and fill me up until its leakjng out of me and i want done as fucked up as i can be done and then left laying in a floor somewhere filling like im a busted used rubber i want to have to take therapy after hes done with me.